heart break ballad

You broke me to pieces. But your fragrance lingered. Sweet vanilla smoke. 

I close my eyes and you’re still staring at my soul. Standing on your lies. Your knives sharp but hidden. Tearing at me from the distance. 

You told me no, softly. But I never know if I believe you. Your reasons, your laughter, your kisses. The way you talk and how you listen. The warmth of your body close to mine.

All fragments of history. 

Three nights, two chances, one time. And all that’s left is the idea of you. Memories I can only replay. Fantasize. Retrace.

No longer real. 

I can’t wait, because that would be cheating. Not just myself, but also my dignity. Call it bad timing. But give it time to stop the bleeding. Then turn the page. You are not worth my grieving.

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